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Anxiety & Your Brain

When Being Right Costs Too Much

When Being Right Costs Too Much

Tony Portell Anxiety & Your Brain
With an election five weeks away and the holidays right behind it, a lot of us are already bracing for the family table.In the fall of 2024, the Ameri
What If It's Not About You? Staying Calm When Attacked

What If It's Not About You? Staying Calm When Attacked

Tony Portell Anxiety & Your Brain
When conflict hits, the real battle often begins in the few seconds before a reaction takes over. This post explores why anger and fear surge so quickly, and offers two simple but powerful keys for interrupting that cycle before damage is done. Blending biblical wisdom, brain science, and practical spiritual habits, it reveals how a brief pause, a short prayer, and a shift in perspective can completely change the outcome of hard moments. It also uncovers the deeper reason defensiveness has such power—and what it looks like to become secure enough in God’s love to respond with strength instead of reaction.
Meditation: To Empty or Fill?

Meditation: To Empty or Fill?

Tony Portell Anxiety & Your Brain
For decades, popular self-help culture has promoted positive affirmations and Eastern meditation techniques designed to empty the mind, yet lasting peace remains elusive for many. Surprisingly, modern neuroscience reveals exactly why simply repeating "I am enough" or trying to clear your thoughts fails to create genuine neurological change. There is a profound difference between a meditation practice that subtracts from your life and one that fills it, and your brain was actually scientifically designed for the latter. Explore the fascinating intersection of ancient biblical wisdom and adult neuroplasticity to understand why a stressed, braced nervous system cannot embrace the spiritual truths you already know. Dive into the full article to discover how to stop white-knuckling your way through life and begin experiencing root-level, lasting transformation.
Why Do I Still Struggle With Anxiety as a Christian?

Why Do I Still Struggle With Anxiety as a Christian?

Tony Portell Anxiety & Your Brain
Anxiety is not a faith failure. A pastor and crisis chaplain explains what's really happening in your brain — and what Scripture actually says about anxious believersWhy Do I Still Struggle With Anxiety as a Christian?You prayed about it. You memorized Philippians 4:6. You may have even confessed it, wondering if the anxiety itself was the sin. And it's still there — the tight chest before you fall asleep, the mind that won't stop rehearsing tomorrow.So you ask the quiet question a lot of believers are afraid to say out loud: If I really trusted God, would I still feel this way?After forty years of pastoring and crisis chaplaincy — sitting with people on the worst days of their lives — I can tell you: this question is one of the most common, and one of the most misunderstood, in the church.

Meet Tony Portell

I am the Lead Pastor of Vineyard Life Church (VLC) in Indianapolis, which my wife Lori and I established in 2006. VLC has campuses in both Indianapolis and Plainfield. 

I hold a Master’s degree in counseling and biblical studies. In addition to my pastoral duties, I serve as a Chaplain for the Indianapolis Fire Department and a member of the State of Indiana’s Mental Health Crisis Response Team. I also support churches and pastors throughout Indiana as an Area Leader for Vineyard Churches.

My book, No Longer Stuck, is an Amazon bestseller, and my latest book, Battle from Above, is currently the #1 New Release on Amazon.
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